I would never hear your voice again, I would cherish your every word...every inflection of your voice with all my heart.

If only I knew

this was our last hug. I would hold you tight and hope to never let you go.

If only I knew

this was the last time, the very last time, I would see you, I would take the time to treasure everything about you.

If only I knew

I had the chance to pray with you one more time, I would take your hands and welcome God's presence to surround us.

If only I knew

that disagreements do not mean a lack of love, I would have been hurt less often.

If only I knew

that even when everything in my life seems to go wrong and comes crumbling down around me, even when my heart is broken, God has promised to always be with me.

If only I knew

that I was powerless to change other people, I would have stopped trying and been free to love them for who they were, flaws and all.

If only I knew

that momentary pleasures could ruin a reputation for a lifetime, I would have found the strength to say no to temptation.

If only I knew

tomorrow was not coming, I would ask you to please forgive me for any wrong I may have done to you.

If only I knew

I could never share another day with you, I would make the most of every second.

If only I knew

this was the last gift I could give you, I would surprise you with something that says nothing compares with you.

If only I knew

that miracles do happen, I would cling to God with all my heart and soul.



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